do you ever just have that one person you have a tiny subtle little crush on and it’s just never going to go away
I know that I’m hard to love. Some days I’m all smiles and affection and then other days there’s nothing I want more than to be quiet and lie in bed.
Sometimes I get angry about stupid things and won’t want to talk to you. Other days I’ll think that you’re the most perfect boy in the world.
Please don’t give up on me. I know it’s not easy but I’ll always come back to you.
It’s funny. When you leave your home and wander really far, you always think, ‘I want to go home.’ But then you come home, and of course it’s not the same. You can’t live with it, you can’t live away from it. And it seems like from then on there’s always this yearning for some place that doesn’t exist. I felt that. Still do. I’m never completely at home anywhere.
(The most perfect quote I’ve ever read about traveling, this is how I perpetually feel.)